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Monday, April 25, 2005' 4/25/2005 07:27:00 PM

WAT IS UR FUCKING PROBLEM?!
7.28pm:

i noe i havent been bloggin much lately.
i've been very busy esp with examz comin
gettin very pissed now adays with mom
just got fucking nagged and lectured at lah
shikins mom is good enough for not nagging
at least her mom doesnt nag and cry like mine
rite in front
of innocent me
i mean
wats her fucking problem lah??????
i just fucking came bck home and asked her for my bank book
she always keeps my bank book from me
the last time i asked from her she said i dun need to see
fuck lah
thats wat she said wat
so wats the fucking prob with syaing that
"u ah..since last time i ask u nvr let me see"
then she argued back denying it
then she started scolding me for fucking accusing her
then i couldnt take it i said loudly
"u did! the last time u say dun need to see dun need to see"
then she shouted at me and like cried saying how kurang ajar i am
saying about how she brought me up with religion and this is how
i turn out to be
she said i'm rude and all
said she never talked toher parents that way before
wat the fuck lah!?
ARGH! i fucking hate it
my moms just under depression
do u noe how fucking shit that can be
then she cried and cried
and purposely made me feel so bad
and said that she wanted to slap my face
wat the fuck arh???!!!
argh! i nearly cried man!
not that i'm ill disciplined! i was just stating my point!!!!
fuck it lah
my mom nags evry morning day and nite
in the morn
she hurries the whole family and scolds me always for being slow
by wat? 5 FUCKING MINS???!!!!
and she always scold me for being kurang ajar?!
and she always orders me to boil water, make tea and coffee, cook rice,
arrange the clothes, vacuum the floor (which i usually dun do)
throw the rubbish outside the hse when i'm studying and
my bro is fucking
doin nth
wen my sis is doin nth ah
fuck rite
i fucking hate my life
see this is why youngster LOATHE DESPISE HAte
being with their family and comin home
i can state this is compo if this topic ever comes out
argh!
why must she be so naggy and depressed
all she complains evrynite is abt the laundry!
thats all.
and how messy the hse is WEN iTS NOT
hear it evry fucking nite
haiz...life is fucked up.

my entries are really getting more depressing shit man
but to my dear friend kinshi..
relax k...i noe ur going tru more shit than me...
thats why i shud be more thankful

so anyway..today i went bck home erlier than usual
sick. as usual.
having common tests this wk
wed is chem and eng..thurs i dunnoe
see i dun even noe wat i have
gosh. i just love and prefer to be in skool with my frens
more joyful and fun
no nags.
no lecturing.
my sis is goin thai on a whole backpacking trip
for like 3 WEEKS?!!!
she's like so daring going there on her own with her gerl friend.
only the 2 of em. going up all the way to cambodia and other places.
how fun. but scary.
anyway..cant blog any much more.
nth else to blog
i seriously need some blogging consultance from sarah huh.
oh well
till next time
smile always. =].