WhEeEee!!! BAcK!!!!!!!!!
7.32pm:

OhOhOH omagosh.....its been eons ago since i last blogged! wohoo...so happy to be back on track...i now have the mood to blog since the wat happened which made me lost all moods in existent...u dun wana noe wat happend...ouh ya...blog in paragraphs..i must i must
so anyway, hows my life?..wats up?
seriously..life has been so routined and
evryday is so predictable...nth special
nth to look forward to wen going to skool.
the fact that i get to meet my CRAzY frens, thats an exception.
ouh ya..the last tym i blogged was after my appointment.
gosh...many things have been going on...
first thing, ALL my mountains of pictures in my comp are gone! PooF!
virus attack.='(.
second thing, i did farely ok for ca1 except physics and maths.
wat do u expect?
third thing...i got myself a levis specs during the march holidays...
dun wana wear them yet..waiting to wear together with ain and syafz..hehehe.
i look like a PHREAK man! i hate myself,..shudnt have bought the specs. damn i hate myself!
fourth thing, i JUST got myself a new bag todae from bugis...
i dun noe if its nice...i bought it on impulse...i think? or did i?
its like off white close to cream and has a lavender outlining
i swear the last tym i went there to look at it, sec 2? ya..i swear it was white!
but i bought it coz it looks the same as the last tym i saw it except the fact that now,
the colour is off white..not saying its dirty...the whole bag is just off white...so its the colour design....the colour is meant to be...but as i look at it again at home just now, it seems a bit...
hrmm....how shall i put it....ugly?....but no..my sis said its nice..SHIT! maybe there is another one which is bigger and WHITe! fuck! wat if i bought the wrong one?! fuck fuck fuck!!!! ARGH!!!!
think i just wasted my 25 bucks. >=C
i dunnoe..see thats the main reason why i hate shopping..
i just lack of self confidence..so much so that wateva i do, i will regret
its either i will regret not doing it or i'll regret ever doing it.
haiz.
pathetic. i'm in desperate and real need of someone to boost my confidence level.
gosh, i've changed so much since p6...
that once confident and sociable kid in me is now non existent
i've become lack of self confidence, rather diffident...and the worst thing is
i hate myself. hrmm...will someone help me?! i guess no one would help me boost
my confidence level up again. i really need help huh? i mean, i dun even noe wat
is nice and wat is not anymore...i mean, i use to be the gerl who sees something and
would have a strong good opinion about it and just get it if she wants it
but now, i'm like, depending on people's opinion coz i'm so fickle minded that i dun even
trust my own instinct and taste. haiz. somebody save me! hahah
well..enough of my blabber and whines about my pathetic being as a whole.
but seriously..will somebody help me? pls? <=-i
i shall talk about..hrmm...i'm outa ideas...sarah says i shud think and see things differently
in order to blog good stuf.....let me see....no...nope not the printer...nope..not the nailclipper...
hrmm..wat can i see chicken as? come on husna...think different,...
omg! yarh! the bloody chicken reminds me of the word CHIKOPEK!
there was this chikopek in the mrt who stared and ain and even smiled at her!
goodness gracious me! he looks so pervertic! man...men like him deserve to die erly even
at a middle age....he shud die of having an eye tumor or smth...
or even worse....have an eractile disfunction and die slowly with the overdose of viagra!
muahaha.
anyway...i need to get my new shoes..maybe i'm getting em tmrw...
at chompang...hopefully god will make my day tmrw...
hopefully i get to buy my shoes by tmrw...
hopefully the bag looks nice wen i use it tmrw...
hopefully i'll have a good day tmrw...
hopefully i'll be able to see tmrw..
er..wat?...haha..k k..nvm..
but really..wat if i dun get to see tmrw...
wat if i nvr got a chance to say that last 'i love u' to the people special to me...
i guess this is wats going on through the minds of the victims of the tsunami and earthquake huh.
dun u think its sad...sad that wat if one day...the person u love is gone.
and u nvr got the chance to tell that person that u love him or her...
well thats something i always think about....so maybe i shud start saying
i love u to the people i love...before i lose the chance to do so...
in any way...u ppl shud do that too...=D.
hrmm...why the sudden mushy ness...i dunnoe why so dun ask why...
eurgh....
anyway...gotago now...
till net tym ppl...remember my need of help...and do offer ur kind assistance
i'm in need of some...
well..cai cian!
smile always ppl...even wen in tyms of trouble! =).