to infinity and beyond

Monday, August 01, 2005' 8/01/2005 08:47:00 PM

After much craving,
longing and contemplation,
i have decided to blog.
On the wrong day and wrong time to blog,
i go against all odds just to do it.
its currently 9pm and i have not showered.
i feel like fuck beyond description.
had the worst pms mood in school just now.
phew. i never felt a mood swing that bad
but trying to hold it in has helped a great deal.
i was breathing in and out and whispering to myself
its ok. i dont have to get mad over nothing.
because i need to be mad over something.
so when nothing is to be mad about, i should therefore not be mad
and try to refrain myself from getting all worked up over nothing.
after school, oh how much enlightenment i received.
not.
surds was a LITTLE incy wincy bit of help.
but not much.
remedial was total waste of time when i could have just revised on my own.
and do a a greater deal of revision.
argh.
functions was a total blur.
but now, i have gotten the hang of it and seem to like it actually.
lol. this is when the world is going to end.
when syafz is doing maths revision, so is sarah and the others
and i am liking functions.
really, the world is going to end soon.
so why bother to study.
i am suppose to be doing a. maths revision right now
and then sleep early to be prepared for tomorrow.
while the others are doing their own work
and improving on their mathematic skills,
here i am blogging for no benefit at all.
oh well, at least i get to blog and write.
or type.
anyway, nothing much happened today.
social studies is a gueranteed flunk paper.
whats new ey?
nothing i guess.
its going to be the same old result.
only on a fresh sheet of paper.
poor trees. poor poor trees.
you know, i could offer the teachers the old result slips to recycle.
in that way, there will be world peace and no more polluted environment.
isnt that what geography is asking from us.
to better comprehend mother nature.
wtf.

i'm off. to take my shower before my computer shuts down
due to certain reasons. muahah. nah i'm not that growse.
yep. maybe when christmas comes, i shall wish
and wish for Santa to give me good grades for o'levels.

FYI: Santa doesnt exist for Gods sake.
get the drift?

nvm. i'm off.
Till next time people,
take care.
may you lead a fruitful life.
and Smwile always. =].