to infinity and beyond

Friday, December 16, 2005' 12/16/2005 02:04:00 AM

It seems to me that evryones
already beginning to work hard
studying and making sure they make
full use of their quality time.
i think i have a disease.
must be the
have-your-ass-in-a-couch-24/7-watching-tv
syndrome.
OH how terrible.
i really do have my ass in the couch 24/7 watching
the god damn tv.
ARR. i am so dead. i havent revised a single bit of
both my chem and physics.
i havent finished my emaths OR amaths!
i totally forgot abt a maths.
and i'm going on holiday this coming saturday.
i think i'm dead.
wait, let me rephrase, i know i'm dead.

oh fuck, why bother right?
i know i'm just going to fail again
no matter how much i try to study.
i've already put in my best effort.
doing mind maps and revisions for the whole
fucking year. but nth works.
so why bother?
because o level is next yr?
because the master retest is coming on the 27thDECEMBER
which happens to be the first days of the week after next?!
fuck. what have i been doing for the whole fucking holiday?
i've done alot.
but at a rate so slow, i think my fucking slow brain is faster.
arrr.

someone. pls help?
i need help.
i really do. i cant do maths on my own.
i'll just end up digging my own grave and then burrying myself
in there after carving my own coffin.

i need help!
i'm not smiling this time.