to infinity and beyond

Sunday, December 28, 2008' 12/28/2008 07:00:00 PM

Hanis's wedding was cosy =) Still can't believe how fast we grow up, and grow out of things. Seems like it was just yesterday when we played bunga api and made rockets at the playground.
I couldn't sleep yesterday night, with alot on my mind- family, my social life and myself especially. On top of that was my never ending, incurable migraine that was perhaps a result of the clutter in my head.

Lying awake, I thought to myself, no matter how complicated and unfair life can get, I'm not dying anytime soon on my own accord so why bother sulking about the way things are and the way things will always be for me, i'll probably live through 12345678910 days of being depressed when i could have lived my life feeling contented with what i have. If wanting more only makes me feel sorry for my miserable self because i know those deficiencies and problems can never be solved, then i'd rather feel satisfied and at ease. Don't start telling me that there's a solution to every problem. There are those that can never be solved, no matter what. Although times have changed, i also realised that family will always remain what it is, despite any rifts.

To Hanis, if you're reading this, congratulations on your wedding babe. Always look at the bottle half full k =} it's what i keep telling myself nowadays. Talking is easy, what's difficult is talking myself into believing in what i say. Trying my best here.

Some events that took place, my grandma's birthday on 23rd December, outing with cousins Hanis, Humairah and Hanifah (somehow we all have the same initials, lol) and finally Hanis's wedding just now. I've been jobhunting as well. Have an interview tomorrow to look foward to.

Some pictures.

To Hanis, may your marriage be filled with as much love as that of my grandparents =)