Sorry blog for having been missing in action. I can't help but not update due to the lack of enthusiasm to do so.

When your childhood idol dies, you realise how quickly you've aged and how time flies. Seems like it was just yesterday when I did my moonwalk ala the late Michael Jackson on the parquet floor of the music room, with my socks on, or in my grandma's kitchen with my her bedroom slippers on. 26th June 2009, Rest in Peace MJ.

When one of your bestfriend calls you up in the middle of the day, crying her hearts out sounding emotionally distraught like you've never heard before, you realise your turn will come sooner or later cos your loved ones are growing closer to the same inevitable fate as well. To the aforementioned friend, I swear that was the scariest phonecall I've ever gotten from you. Stay strong babe.

When your parents keep bickering over directions and navigation issues on your family vacation, and you realise you're the eldest young-adult on that trip, there is bound to be a sudden crave for old times when the parents weren't so old, petty and sensitive, and the family unit was more complete, with an elder sister to take charge and lead the way should the parents fail to do so.


ps; Time is like wtf and my mind is like double wtf.