I am the triangle between Velasquez, the mirror and Jose. I am in fact, the canvas that also defines a new triangle. I am the mirror that defines the painting. I am, the mystery of its realities, the complexity of their interplay.

I am not them, las meninas, I am not Margarita, and I am sure as hell not them Monarchs.

I am, what I'd like to see myself as, Velasquez himself,
I am also the painting, the true subject in focus, the realization of meanings.
So how, can you ever compare me to them Monarchs.
I am neither them nor the Infanta that you unfortunately choose to see,
I am not the literal subject matter.
We are of such different leagues.
I am metaphorical.
I am the mirror, the canvas, the door, the painting in reality, all else but the title.

I stand proudly by what I do, and what I choose to do.
Velasquez's human intellect, puts the Monarchs to shame, anytime baby. Anytime.

I don't pretend to love.
I am a non conformist at heart.
I don't wish to be anybody else because as Faris puts it,
in that entire ball of consciousness, I have been singled out to be who I am today.
I don't share the same destiny with any other soul.
I have my own to fulfill.
I have my cup of perfectly good tea. Thanks.



ps;
i am done with people being mean to me
iron man 2 was the shiz !
and i can finally say, it's all over baby, all over!